Confusion…

October 15, 2009

Typed the password 3 times… I’ve a good memory for my password. IT’S A SIGN!

Of ages?! NAH!

I’m here, reading about spin, protons, neutrons, shells and feeling confused. Not by the subject, but by painkillers.

In the last 24 hours I have had to take some painkiller pills, I’m below the maximum dosage, but weirdly above the dosage I usually take… so, even if no doctor would seriously worry about me, I’m feeling kinda… “suspended”, “confused”…

What can I do? Sleeping, at the moment is impossible even if eyes are closing alone…
Have I a picture that can describe my state of confusion?
Uh… a picture of my brain would be fine but cannot be taken… I just let me run through the pictures… found one, something I considered close to a “trash bin shot” but perfect for this situation…

I slightly edited the light and here it is:

Probably I should never publish such pictures? But, who am I hurting with this? ;D
When I saw it, it kinda “called” me… probably it’s just painkiller effect…

To whom it may concern (wow, so serious!) it’s a 4yrs and half old shot. I’ve taken it during my senior high school year… (AM I SO OLD?  )

Now I’m mad. Mad at me. This shot reminded me that I have lost at least an year of raw shots for being unable to copy and paste… silly girl.

I’m also wondering why my “dreaming-thinking about pictures” part of the  brain never turn off, even when I feel bad! GH!

(If this post sounds like a delirium, it is! At least I had fun in writing this, and allowed me to focus on something that wasn’t the “pain” ;D )