It’s not all over :)
I feel a little gloomy
although today I had the luck to spend a few hours trying to find something popping up from darkness
and although I still have the luck to dream and hope I’ll be able to leave a mark, even a thin one, on this world that will be “enlighten” by The Eternal Light.
Despite all, I already decided a life course,
that appears to be the opposite of the one that should be, but, this it the only possible good one at the moment…
therefore I’ve to complete my work, to complete what I’ve started 3 years ago (and I’m already late).
Completing this work might mean to never change direction, but surely it means, now, to drop the camera for a while… to keep it always beside me and ready to sh3oot, because I do need it to “breath” and go ahead… but being ready only for taking pictures if “something comes” and stop looking for that “something” for a little while…
Tonight I probably saw the end of the last day of “freedom to look for”, that’s why I feel a little gloomy but, only a little.
Today sunset said me “Stop playing with the camera and go back to your real work”, but it told me in a kind and comfortable way.
As that little star wanted to tell “it’s not ALL over when sun goes down”…
I know, this happen at every sunset, but that’s the one I’ve been watching to for 1 hour and half peeking out from a narrow window of the small attic of my brother’s house.
Once again I was being stuck by narrow spaces but, today, I was feeling free because I had the freedom to look around, to see sky around me.
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well you have to take a break sometimes, don’t you? so you don’t have to put the camera down for good! you’ve got to nurture every part of you – physical, spiritual, intellectual, etc. i say taking photos is spiritual. it is to me anyway.
hugs!
I took some time to answer… I know. Sorry, but I needed to think about it
The break of a few days of pictures?
Taking pictures is a break for me, and it is more something “a whole” approach to the life. Taking pictures to me is spiritual because it feels souls with Beauty, it’s intellectual because it’s always a way to learn new things (e.g. how some birds behave) and a way to improve my photographic skills, it’s physical because if I can’t go out to take pictures, I’d rather just lie down on my bed 