Close, but not close enough.

Tonight I was just getting ready to go to bed when looked at my dart board.

My mind went back to Friday night when the webmaster saw it and, with a kind of surprised-disgusted-worried expression on his face, just said: “It’s all riddled”… and I thought: “Yeah, and I don’t regret it at all”.

This made me smile, but just for a second…

Soon after the dart board looked more like a picture of my life… trying several times to achieve something, reaching a good result but, that t is not as “good” as it should be… and at times I feel the same about “going to the heaven” or just “being a good person” aim. I feel like I get close, but not close enough, despite the daily big amount of attempts to do the right thing.

Dark mood mode on…yep.

- update 28/01/2010. The picture is rotated, I didn’t hang the dart board to the ceiling. I’m crazy, but not so crazy… how lovely is to discover what my friends are able to think of me. Sigh!