Dahlia
January 7, 2010
Post #100.
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I feel a little gloomy
although today I had the luck to spend a few hours trying to find something popping up from darkness
and although I still have the luck to dream and hope I’ll be able to leave a mark, even a thin one, on this world that will be “enlighten” by The Eternal Light.
Despite all, I already decided a life course,
that appears to be the opposite of the one that should be, but, this it the only possible good one at the moment…
therefore I’ve to complete my work, to complete what I’ve started 3 years ago (and I’m already late).
Completing this work might mean to never change direction, but surely it means, now, to drop the camera for a while… to keep it always beside me and ready to sh3oot, because I do need it to “breath” and go ahead… but being ready only for taking pictures if “something comes” and stop looking for that “something” for a little while…
Tonight I probably saw the end of the last day of “freedom to look for”, that’s why I feel a little gloomy but, only a little.
Today sunset said me “Stop playing with the camera and go back to your real work”, but it told me in a kind and comfortable way.
As that little star wanted to tell “it’s not ALL over when sun goes down”…
I know, this happen at every sunset, but that’s the one I’ve been watching to for 1 hour and half peeking out from a narrow window of the small attic of my brother’s house.
Once again I was being stuck by narrow spaces but, today, I was feeling free because I had the freedom to look around, to see sky around me.
Among the pictures I’ve taken this morning:
Among the pictures taken in the afternoon:
I’ve spent the day with family so I’ve taken no “interesting” pictures that I wish to make public. I wanted to go out to take some pictures in the afternoon but it rained…
This means I cannot start the year with nice shots. Sorry!
This site wants to share beauty and I don’t want to leave it silent the 1st day of the year…
No problems!
Today I’ve seen something of “beautiful” too, something I can’t take a picture of, but I can show you its final part:
I learn about another man (Georges Prêtres) who is 85, if I’m not wrong, but looks really active. I think that in part it’s probably due to the fact he loves his job and because he is one of those that in a way or another “shows” real Beauty to this world…
Today I loved the way he involves audience, and his facial expression.
And I keep dreaming to do something like that, not music related because I’m terrible with music, but something that can bring good thing… who knows…
Despite all, I think that listen to “Radetzky Marsch” and to the New Year concert in general it’s a great way to start an year.