December 19, 2011
Not the best result, as always.
It could have get much more, in theory.
But I am not good enough.
I wonder
Am I not properly wired for these studies?
Or I am just not enough for everything running on this earth?.
Family and Friends keep on saying “the important is to go ahead”…
and I keep asking “to where?”
and they keep silent
I am sorry to cause sadness
But.
I go out.
It is soon after the exam.
It’s cold.
They are there, as always, jumping and twittering around.
I could see 4 of them while I am walking toward the car parking
3 of them fly away 1 stays:
He/she allows me to get unusually close.
I turn around: there are students in a class following a lecture…
While I am wondering if what I was doing could be of any disturb I realized that:
Considering similar circumstances
for the first time
I was EXACTLY where I would have loved to be for years (since September 2006).
It’s not the answer I am looking for, but it’s much better than mere silence.
December 1, 2011
You ask to your boyfriend:”what about if for Christmas present you buy me the filter and whatever is necessary for infrared photography?”
Your boyfriend looks for information online (to know what to buy)
You both start testing the camera ability to see IR light and you ask him:”why don’t you try to look through the lenses toward me?
That’s the result.
IR light test went fine (apparently)… I’m such a conventional boring girlfriend!
October 22, 2011
“how I feel when I think about my future”
Ok.
I’m not this beautiful and this young but that’s not the point.
The point is that background.
That almost totally black background, that slope, all so not inviting.
A background in contrast with the foreground light, the today like where there is something.
Not much but still something.
This small facing that huge black area.
Only Hope, the light filtering through the leaves, a light coming from above
but still, the black, is there.
It’s Obvious.
I know.
Alas!
ok… all this probably is the side-effect of dealing a whole morning with university bureaucracy… they can take those 100euro extra, I gained a whole hour of “picture taking”.
That’s fact, indeed. Pitch black ahead, bright light now, a light that is about to leave.
October 21, 2011
my zones.
The cushions on the swing.
Revenge needed!
Death penality?
No!
PICTURE!
I mean, you come here to bother me and you think I won’t take pictures of you?
What a dreamer!
The creature tried to hide in the lemon tree on the balcony
After a few pictures the nice creature went in another balcony.
I have no idea of what animal is it, but it was a nice chance to get some picture.
Not that bad.
Just hope next time, if its not dangerous for the plants on the balcony, that it will directly go on the lemon since I study (in theory) on my swing!
October 20, 2011
while I was studying mom was cleaning up the kitchen.
She placed beside me a couple of kitchen tools on the table …
Probably she should have never done that…
July 31, 2011
View from here
My little leica from today has a not-that-little scratch on its monitor… sic! Goofy girl… but the show is worth.
May 13, 2011
Today we said “goodbye” to the car my parents bought about 20 years ago.
I have only a few seconds long memory about “the day the new car came” and a bunch of several memories related to this car.
One of the last memory is one of my first driving test, I fear I’m not really good at driving ^_^
I had spent about 2 hours in the car parking area, under a really “cooking” sun, trying to give a little of immortality to our car through pictures
All this meant a jump in the past for me, and a new header for this website.
This is a closing chapter for my family that, I hope, it’s leading to the start of a better one.
April 27, 2011
The colors used by my camera to record the Via Crucis on friday
The colors my mind used to record the same moment
The to “represent” is different that but the subjstance won’t change.
